Friday, August 29, 2008

still mad


Today the death certificates came in the mail. There they were in black print "Brent Nevison...cause of death...time of death....". I dont know why it hit me so hard, but it did. It said nothing about how he left four kids behind. A little boy who is only eight years old and never even got the chance to play a game of basketball wit his daddy. A thirteen year old girl who struggles with understanding why someone took her best friend. A sixteen year-old whos entire life got flipped upside down and now she doesnt even have her knight and shining armor to guide her through her troubled teenage years. And finally a heartbroken and regretful nineteen year-old who cant even look in the mirror with out feeling guilty and short-handed. It just stated the facts. The fact of the matter is, is he died of a broken heart. And it should have said under Contributing Causes of Death: Lukemia, Depression, and a BROKEN HEART from his no-good fuck up of an ex-wife DEBBIE CRAIG.


I guess i still have a lot of anger left from all this...





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